Thursday, June 6, 2013

Bewilderment, Love, and Light


The past couple of days were spent in Konya—a city about 3-4 hours south of Ankara still in the Anatolia region of Turkey.  While driving through our tour guide, Saet, informs us that we were traveling along The Silk Road.  Whoa.  It hits me that there is such a VAST history all around Turkey—and really…that doesn’t do it justice.  You need to think of Turkey as a 7 layered fruit cake when it comes to Archaeology.  As you spear your fork into the layers you come across different time periods and might even run into a couple of dried apricot artifacts along the way.  Each layer could contain something from Paleolithic, Neolithic, Roman, Ottoman, or Modern cultures—or really just scratch that because Turkey’s geographic location was a bridge to such events as the crusades and the trading with the west.  Anybody’s cereal bowl could be buried here! There is history EVERYWHERE.  My mind has been exploding for a couple of reasons: one, we are introduced to so many different learning experiences every single day of our trip by experts and officials who are big deals; and two, my own realizations and connections to what this means to my seemingly failed education in “the West”.  How could this have jetted over my big hair and not fallen on receiving ears!?  Or was I even taught this at all?  Regardless, I’m here now and learning so much about how important it is to understand people.  People are so stinking important.  These people are really important even to Americans who live in their shopping mall bubbles and suburban daydreams.  Their lives are NOT the Fox News ticker tape lies of extremism, but that of peace and lovers of diversity.  I sat through a lecture by an Islamic Law scholar today and was filled with so many questions about who Turks and ultimately Muslims are.  As a side question: did you know that in the 1920’s Greece and Turkey made an exchange?  They exchanged approximately 1.5 Million Christians and a half million Muslims so their nation-state would be less at risk for division.  In effect, they were forced from their homes to move to a land that was unfamiliar.  I just couldn’t grapple with this very well during the lecture.  I had so many questions for what those people were experiencing and doing now because it’s less than a decade old since it occurred.  Why didn’t I know this?!?!  Oh well, se la vie. 

We visited a lot different sites while in Konya one of them being Çatalhöyük (Cha-tal-ho-ook”). I’ve never been to an excavation dig before this—unless you count Palenque and other ruins.  But this was just such an amazing sight to see.  They were uncovering homes from the Neolithic period that were underneath Roman Empire ruins.  I’m a language teacher and not a historian, but a colleague in our group, Shawn, applied to this to this trip BECAUSE of this particular excursion.  It was somewhat of an emotional experience for him and made me appreciate what I was seeing despite my ignorance for what it really meant.  The group of teachers and scholars that make up this Fulbright trip really bring different perspectives into what we’re looking at.  I’m trying not to be an ass among them—but I don’t know if its working very well.  I appreciate the individuals I’m getting to know--they’re changing my life and allowing me to see the beauty we’re surrounded by in a unique way. 

We went to our hotel in Konya.  Sarah, Lindsey and I decided to get a massage.  This was the obvious right choice for our lives.  We were in skimpy towels wrapped around our bodies steaming, sauna-ing, and then rubbed down with incredible oils.  Then, was the Turkish Bath.  Well, it was interesting.  The guy took a cheesecloth and dipped it in a bucket of lemon soap water.  Then opened up the cloth until it filled with air like a balloon.  Then he rung the air out over my body, which was laying on a warmed slab of marble, until suds became mountains of foam all over my body.  Those of you who have received my selfies of me in a bubble bath understand just how much in heaven I was.  I was washed from head to toe and everything was slippery, awkward, and awesome—I never new Turkeys could bathe so well.

I’ve had a difficult time sleeping.  I’m not sure if it’s the jet lag, or the amount of çay I’m drinking at night—hence me still being awake after midnight writing a blog entry.  I woke up this morning and went right into two lectures that just blew me away—one about Religion and Diversity in Turkey, and the other about Turkish Literature (in particular a guy named Mevlana or you may have known him by the name Rumi).  Rumi was a Turkish poet who wrote about love.  However, he used physical/sexual love to convey his experience with loving God.  I sat through the lecture reading Rumi quotations on my iPhone followed by copying and pasting them into a note on my to go back later and be inspired by on a daily basis.  His words were so affirming and full of hope.  One of my favorites was “And you? When will you begin that long journey into yourself?”  That trek is daunting to me.  I’m willing to hitchhike my way down a mountain in southern Mexico, fly 13 hours to Azerbaijan to stay less than 11 hours in the country, but to enter into my own heart seems scarier than my wildest imagination.  I don’t know what’s down there or what I’ll find.  I think that this may be the biggest trick the devil really pulls on us is to be afraid of who we really are—because that is God’s art, the prime of his creation IS US.  Serendipitously, it is a journey we ALL really have to take to be happy and it must be alone. 

I met Rumi’s 22nd generation granddaughter who has maintained a foundation dedicated to her great great great great great x22 grandfather.  The foundation encourages peace and love in Turkey and educates people about what Rumi philosophized.  There was something powerful about her presence—like there was light beaming from her heart and melting my own.  I felt compelled to ask for her blessing and I’ve never felt that way before.  When we were parting I walked up to her and she gave me her hand and taught us to kiss the back of the other person’s hand because it was a symbol of being on the same ground and that the other person would enter into her own heart.  I kissed the back of her hand and she smiled at me with piercing bluish green eyes—I received my blessing and I felt so much love for life. 

After this I went to a mosque where Rumi was buried and I smelled a piece of Muhammad’s beard. I don’t know what he used, but I’m assuming it was from Lush.

I also may have taken some prayer beads from a different mosque today.  To be fair, they were on the floor and it kind of looked like a really great necklace.  I just felt like I had to get that out there, but I have nothing else to say about the matter except that you’ll probably compliment me when I wear them.

I was a little selfish with the cookies I bought at the gas station today.  I didn’t share a single one with any of my friends on the bus because they were so good.   I think maybe I’ll need to make up for this somehow. 

Also, Lindsey and I cannot be trusted in any domed buildings.  I don't think our bodies receive the sound waves very well in this structure and we end up being really really stupid.

One last thing is that I’ve decided on a theme for my photographic studies on this trip.  I’m putting a series together on Turkish textures.  There is so much to be seen in way of landscape, artifacts, and people, but I’ve been wanting to stop and notice the detail of what people and nature have created in this rich place.  I’ve been having some fun with my Macro-switch on my camera, and I think its going to produce some beautiful prints when blown up on a larger scale. 

I would love to hear from you about what’s going on in your life you’d care to share.  I’m available via email (tjmcfalls@gmail.com), Facebook message, or if you have an iPhone I can send/receive iMessages. I encourage you in the words of Rumi, “Let the beauty of what you love be what you do.”

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